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[Monday
December 19th, 2005 at 6:12pm]
[ mood | excited ]

i have not written in here for a long time.
i am so glad that it is Christmas break and that i can go to Arizona to see some of my favorite people in the entire world (aka Aunt and Uncle!!)
on friday i got to spend timw with another one of my favorite people...Katie!!!
i was so glad to spend time with her. i love her! She makes me happy :)
we went and saw The chronicles of Narnia...it was AMAZING!!i looovvveeddd it!
She is offiacially out of high school forever, and now i wont see her everyday.
it makes me really sad :(
This will just give me an excuse to call and hang out with her a lot.
well it is almost Christmas...in 5 days!
i hope everyone enjoys there break and gets some nice gifts.
<3 agirlwhoissoexcitedforchristaswithmyfavoritepeople!

2 &hearts full of suprises

[Tuesday
November 15th, 2005 at 2:28pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

" It's just too expensive for me to come all the way out there when i could only spend an hour. It will just take too much time. What do you think?"

What i think is that it shouldn't matter how far away i live since you are the one who asked me to be your girlfriend. i would have never done this.
In my heart i knew this was hard, but i was willing to take time off and schedule things so we could spend time together. I guess in the end you really didn't care that much about me and i'm not worth the drive and money!
and now you want to be "just friends". I cant be friends with someone who lives so far away. He says nothings going to change, but it already has. You hurt me, and im not big on that whole forgiveness thing.
I guess i need to work on that.

7 &hearts full of suprises

[Saturday
October 29th, 2005 at 11:14am]
[ mood | loved ]

Last Night was so perfect!
after his show my mom let me go with him wherever he wanted to take me.
he took me to this beach and there was a dock and we looked at the stars
and he held my hand and hugged me!
we played on the swings and some climby thing.
and afterwards he asked me if i wanted to be his girlfriend!!!
IM JUMOING FOR JOY!!!
i just cant believe i found such a great guy who actually liks me back. it is so amazing to spend time with him!
He grew out his hair now and has like a surfer shag going on...i love it!
and i must say his muscles are quite nice haha!
okay well my night was wonderful and i cant wait to see him soon. <3

5 &hearts full of suprises

[Saturday
October 15th, 2005 at 10:50pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

My life has been mad crazy for the last few days.
i worked friday from 3-close(which ended up being at 10:45!!!!!
of all the nights, it had to be the one night i wanted to practice for all-state and definitely go to charles's party BOO!!!
But i woke up at 6:30 on saturday morning to practice because i really want to make it! Had my audition went well...atleast i think so. Then i had to go to work for another 8 hours!ahhh, but its okay i can earn so much needed cash!!$$$$$
Im too nervous to find out my all-state score so i never called Langley...but if any of you know and did make it congratulations!!!
Im happier about the whole keith situation, its still hard with him living froever away but i can tell he still cares about me as do i for him.i hope i can go to his show or maybe he can just hang out with me sometime. that would be nice :)
Well i hope everyone is having a great weekend!
Bye <3

4 &hearts full of suprises

[Sunday
October 2nd, 2005 at 6:35pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I <3 shopping!!

1 &hearts full of suprises

[Friday
September 23rd, 2005 at 10:50pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

i dont like this being alone for 5 days.
its wayyyy too quiet :(
no brother and no mom. just me and the dogs,
but i do feel secure with them bc they will bite you!haha
poor burglers or kidnappers, not gonna get me!

full of suprises

[Monday
September 19th, 2005 at 7:55pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

Here it goes, 10 things that make me happy! :)

1) Being on stage and performing is the best!
2) Hanging out with my friends til 5 in the morning talking, dancing in the rain, and well...HAVING LOTS AND LOTS OF FUN!!
3) Being on a Jesus High! nothing can go wrong when hes by myside.
4) Talking to keith always makes me feel good haha
5) Listening to music really loud in my car!!!!yeahhhhh
6) my mom and my brother, love to be around those crazy nuts!
7) Getting A's on tests, always a plus!
8) Getting really into an amazing book that you can't put it down!
9) vacations, they dont come around that much so when i go on one its always an exciting event!
10) My aunt and uncle, loooovvvvveee them amazing people that i've been blessed with
11) i just remembered...FOOD!!i added one so what hahaha

full of suprises

[Saturday
September 10th, 2005 at 9:34am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

i hate when something good goes away in a matter of 1 second!!!!
CRASHHHHHH!!!gosh i hate myself right now!

5 &hearts full of suprises

[Sunday
September 4th, 2005 at 6:35pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

This has been the first Sunday in a long time that i have not had to work!!
So instead i got to hang out at the mall with my mom for a few hours which was fun.
Then we went down to GSU and visited him, he was partying til 6 am!!!geez
met his 3 girldriends(what a player!!)haha they were all nice. They wanted to go rollerskating but my brother was a butt and said no!i definitely would have said yes :)
Went to ikea...wayyyyyyy to busy for my taste and i could barely see anything
On our way home we saw this car and on the back they had written," Lost everythink to katrina, but we still have eachother; a mom, 3 sons, and a dog."
that was soooo sad, they were from mississippi. i hate natural disasters!!!
Well keith is coming over tomorrow so that should be fun!! :)
hope everyone is having a good weekend

2 &hearts full of suprises

[Tuesday
August 30th, 2005 at 6:27pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Keith wants to take me out on monday!

yayayayayay! my first date!<3 :D

i still can't believe its real!!

20 &hearts full of suprises

i realllllllyyyy like him!! [Sunday
August 28th, 2005 at 3:23am]
[ mood | touched ]

i really love talking to keith!!!
gosh i like him soooo much! :)
So we talked til 4 in the morning...its got to be the longest conversation ive ever had with a boy what an accomplishment.
theres something amazing about him...hard to explain
he makes me feel good about myself
oh and the plus is that he likes me too!!
aahhh so i dont want to go to sleep!

4 &hearts full of suprises

[Monday
August 22nd, 2005 at 10:13pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

He's gone and i miss him.

5 &hearts full of suprises

[Wednesday
August 17th, 2005 at 4:12pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I am a .....

LICENSED DRIVER!!!

WOO HOO!!!:D

8 &hearts full of suprises

[Monday
August 15th, 2005 at 8:24pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

I haven't updated in awhile...so i guess it is time.
My classes are all good, but it is still not summer( which i miss a lot!!!)
I love chorus and lunch and sitting in B hall before school, and that is basically it.
i dont like homework and having to pay attention in class. i would rather be sleeping or having mud fights at collins hill park!

Im kinda stressed right now...my brother is leaving for college in a week!!
this is the last time he will actually be living with us, i know he will come back home every once and a while, but he is never gonna be my brother who lived one door down again.
this makes me increadibly sad. i have always had him around and i just dont know how i am going to handle this.

i am also getting my license on wednesday!!really exciting, but hope i dont fail!
its gonna be such a feeling of freedom, im so ready to be able to leave when i need to leave and not have to wait around for anyone...that is when i get a car.haha!

well hope everyone is doin well and i hope i can make my junior bacon cheeseburger shirt soon :)

:)

2 &hearts full of suprises

[Sunday
July 24th, 2005 at 5:10pm]
[ mood | excited ]

BACKSTREET BOYS CONERT TONIGHT!!!

 

then goin to PCB in the morning!!

 

ill be back on friday night :)

9 &hearts full of suprises

[Tuesday
July 19th, 2005 at 2:32pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Things have just been going my way lately...its been amazing!

I got closer to a person that i didnt really know that well, and she ended up being such an awesome person that i cant wait to spend more time with wink wink kayleeee Bugggg!!i love youuuu so much!! we had sush an amazing night and i really miss jaquim!! for real yo haha

Im really excited that i get to go to pcb after all...i really need some GOD TIME!! i get to spend time with amazing people and be at the beach at the same time!

Well thats all for now...hope everyone is well!!

much loveBold

 

6 &hearts full of suprises

[Tuesday
July 12th, 2005 at 1:23am]
[ mood | excited ]

How could I have been so confused...
i have a passion and i know what makes me happy.
i just got turned on a different path for a while thats all
im back and ready to work to make my dreams come true!
music is in my bones and i was born to do it!

4 &hearts full of suprises

[Wednesday
July 6th, 2005 at 4:22pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

All i want is someone to love and someone to love me too
i want to hold you and i want you to hold me
And think of me as much as i think of you...


Im crazy for tryin
Im crazy for cryin
and crazy for loving you

3 &hearts full of suprises

[Thursday
June 30th, 2005 at 11:43pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Im leaving for washington dc at 4 in the morning...so if any of you crazy kids are still up you should call me!! i will be back next tues! i will miss you guys so much

Aids:
Questions that i will answer for you..
1)How are you? im good
2)What are you doing? flying and then you know something historical!
3)Do you miss me? yeah i miss my bf4l!!

hahahahaha anyways ill ttyl bye

6 &hearts full of suprises

[Tuesday
June 28th, 2005 at 1:25pm]
[ mood | amused ]

After rehearsal me and kath went to ktbs house. When we got there everyone was leaving :( , but a few ppl stayed. In the end it was just me, kath, ktb, linz, jaz, and vy. We ended up going to the pool at almost midnight. And after we got there we played a few games like sharks and minnows, and then you know we all skinny dipped!! haha sooooooo funnn!! I felt like a greek goddess in the baths of the city. imagine 6 girls with no clothes on...omg good times!
we finally got back to ktbs house and we watched 13 going on 30...well at least the first 30 minutes! They played Pat Benatar in that movie (i love her) so i sprung up from my deep sleep and started singing, vy laughed at me of course...and then i was back to sleep. I woke up to the amazing laugh of vy, but i was confused at what she was looking at, aids had snuck in, and from there we had shaving cream fights( all in the hair, ears, and kaths arm lol) We decided to all sneak out and go to kroger, it was 7 ppl in a car fit for 4. so we were all on top of eachother hoping not to get caught by the cops at 4 in the morning. but about half way there we realized no one had any money, so basically we went in looked at kiddie pools, diapers, and sunglasses, and walked out.lol
we still didnt want to go home so we went to kath's playground for a few minutes...before we ran into spiders!! We were driving away and out of nowhere aids starts doing donuts in the parking lot lol that was sooo much fun! We eventually got back to ktbs house and watched family guy!
we woke up at 11 and then found a lighter...and ktb started to burn a goldfish, but vy finished it off b/c she is really the only one who can turn someone black!
ahhh so many good times, cant wait for the next ones!
i love my girls!!! :)

11 &hearts full of suprises

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